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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2008, 6:49 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: NIN
  • Watching: The Great Below
  • Eating: Chinese food
  • Drinking: Water (working out)
The Chinese food arrives, and I pay the dilevery boy what I owe, plus the tip. I pack the box of food upstairs to my room, and sit down on the floor. First, as I have since childhood, I break open one of the two fortune cookies. As if it were routine, I eat the first half as I always do, and then proceed to unravel the small paper. It reads "You will overcome many hardships", the same fortune I've gotten many times before. I wonder to myself, though, how long these hardships will continue.
It seems like no matter what I do, no matter how close I am to leveling out my life or how close I am to breaking zero and start making profit, something always knocks me down before I can get there. For once, this time, it was not financial. It was something I haven't felt in a long time, in my constant attempt to evade it. But as I knew it would, it caught up with me, and once again, I'm hurt and keep my emotion bottled up.
I'm sick of talked about behind my back. I show people the up most loyalty, but never seem to get it in return. No, I'm not always kind, but I consider myself a fun person to be around. I like to joke around a lot, and I'm up for almost anything. But I guess sometimes people can't put little things aside, and they start thinking about only themselves, again.

I don't like tapping into what little emotional pool I have, so this is a foreign thing for me. So you know what, fuck it. From now on, if you have a problem, come to me about it. Don't send your little messenger. Be a damn man. It's not like I can't handle straight up confrontation, and you'd better not be pussy enough to be afraid to talk to me. I mean, are you forgetting who you're talking to?




I don't want to hit the point where I can't trust anyone, anymore. I've seen people reach that place and it doesn't make me happy. I like to have one person I can trust, and right now, I feel like my sister is the only persom I can.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Seattle
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or XS
  • Print preference: Hologram
  • Interests: Video games, guns, explosives, money, alien invasions, super power stuff, biological augmentation.
  • Favourite movie: Too many! Probably Kill Bill Vol. 1
  • Favourite band or musician: Soundtracks mainly, such as Halo 2 and Pirates of the Caribbean DMC
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything excluding whiney emo bitch bands, corperate music (most of mtv, cmt). Mtv has a few cools
  • Favourite artist: Takeshi Obata, tracyjb of DA.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Eric Nylund, Joseph Staten, J.K. Rowling, Akira Toriyama (DBZ), Tsugumi Ohba
  • Favourite photographer: My sister.
  • Favourite style or digital art: Digital Art. I like people with original styles.
  • Operating System: I don't spend much time in the ER thanks.
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune ftw!
  • Shell of choice: Shiny, pimped out. My clam ho's need to know who deyr pimp iz, YO.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Millions upon millions of posters.
  • Skin of choice: Flesh? Maybe some clothes too.
  • Favourite game: Halo: Combat Evolved, Mass Effect, Bioshock, DBZ Budokai Tenkaichi 3, CoD4, Crysis
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360 (GT is TortugaAlice
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Venture Bros (Brock Sampson, Helper), Simpsons (Homer), Invader Zim (GIR)
  • Personal Quote: Some say the best weapon is the one you never have to fire. I prefer the weapon you only have to fir
  • Tools of the Trade: MA5B Assault Rifle, M90 Shotgun, Zastava M93 Black Arrow sniper rifle

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Devious Comments

~Dacche:iconDacche: Apr 30, 2008, 5:48:11 PM
I am? I didn't know that. And I don't do drugsss, girlll.

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sitting on an acid soundwave
=freeza-frost:iconfreeza-frost: Apr 29, 2008, 3:07:36 PM
great art! btw, visiting seattle this august! ^^

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:heart: Mary + Phil :heart:

"Record is a smash I can still survive cos I'm the man of steel on the wheel that you're steering." -"I'm the Magnificent" - Special Ed

This ain't yer typical gender-bending. This is gender-bending-it-til-it-breaks-off!
~SouthernDesigner:iconSouthernDesigner: Apr 26, 2008, 5:47:08 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED <3

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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Well, what can I say..............................................
*TheGun5how:iconTheGun5how: Apr 17, 2008, 2:36:17 PM
your one baddass chick if u play halo an ur hot. love the cortana drawings. keep up the good work.
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Apr 13, 2008, 8:17:55 PM
And you ARE pretty! No more crack for you, man. XD

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Apr 13, 2008, 8:17:12 PM
Aww, thanks. Yeah, I do play CoD4. Haven't in a while..

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~lukemckay:iconlukemckay: Apr 12, 2008, 5:34:05 AM
love the Cortana pics
~Dacche:iconDacche: Mar 25, 2008, 4:28:41 PM
Haha yes you're very pretty. I could only wish to be as pretty as you, hehe. I see you play 360. Do you play CoD4?

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sitting on an acid soundwave
~Unage00:iconUnage00: Mar 21, 2008, 6:27:56 PM
Love your Gallery

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You are not physical beings with a spirit inside, you are immortal spirits with a physical shell that will one day relieve you of this trial when you are ready.
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Mar 2, 2008, 11:48:32 AM
Haha, thanks! I've mainly been drawing her because I've wanted to experiment with a few different styles, which is of course easy to do with one person. I do need to start working on backgrounds though, I'm just so impatient!

I'm really hoping to get into some classes though. I've taught myself most of what I know in about three years, max, but there are definitely some things I need to be taught by someone else.

Thanks for the encouragement though! It's a big help. I'm just worried about backgrounds and my patience. :P

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~Pahul:iconPahul: Feb 27, 2008, 12:29:20 PM
Self-teacher, right?
Really nice... You've got some great coloration understanding basis...
Background aren't the most difficult thing... You're already doing well with subject, you'll make the rest easy. You just have to try.

I love your Cortana fanarts!

Thats funny, you're not the first person i met who's making Cortana fanarts, and each time she gets an other personality looking. I think this is your Cortana i prefer, yet.

Keep improving your talent!!
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 25, 2008, 3:24:53 PM
My GT is TortugaAlice.

I haven't touched Halo 3 in a long while. It's not that I hopping on the CoD4 train, but the game itself has become dead and hollow. It's boring, and it's broken. I've just been playing Combat Evolved.

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~deuce985:icondeuce985: Feb 25, 2008, 9:02:17 AM
I hear you. I tend to just stick in the 360 Lobby myself, its where my Live buddies are. Its kinda went downhill as of late though and the GB board is full of serious posters, which isn't me. Whats your GT? I remember you were a big Halo fan. Most of my friends have jumped on the CoD4 bandwagon but I still prefer Halo 3 as my party game with friends. If you want to game sometime add my GT; Zeroeffect00 :)
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 25, 2008, 4:18:49 AM
Heheh, sounds good.

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~phith-of-line:iconphith-of-line: Feb 24, 2008, 7:09:54 PM
well just for when were both on =]

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be serious, be consistent, love me, or hate me.
jus dont tease me, lead me on, nor humor me.
i cant take it anymore...
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 24, 2008, 7:05:24 PM
TortugaAlice

I'm not on often at this time though. Too busy.

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~red-iv:iconred-iv: Feb 24, 2008, 1:57:17 PM
That's still awesome.

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You'll never taste anything sweeter than the complete comprehensive understanding of yourself.
~phith-of-line:iconphith-of-line: Feb 23, 2008, 8:12:09 PM
whats your tag cuz i play alot and well right now my xbox is down but its gonna be fixed here soon but for the future my gamertag is HAZMA77

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be serious, be consistent, love me, or hate me.
jus dont tease me, lead me on, nor humor me.
i cant take it anymore...
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 23, 2008, 7:36:24 PM
(sorry for the late reply, I always forget this exists). Yes, I have XBL.

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 23, 2008, 7:35:53 PM
No, Halo 1 is my favourite game. I half assed that thing, haha, and just realized that I should update it, so I did. ;)

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~alice-duckets:iconalice-duckets: Feb 23, 2008, 7:22:38 PM
I pop in every once in a while, but it's just difficult to be on so many boards (I do actually have a life, haha).

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Best RvB quote:
Caboose: "Last, last time I got shot, I got a Purple Heart. I hope this time I get a Purple Lung. You see, eventually I hope to build an entire Purple Person... andwewillbebestfirends."
~deuce985:icondeuce985: Feb 23, 2008, 5:11:39 PM Mood: Wow!
Whats up Alice? This is deuce from the IGN forums. Probably don't remember me but I saw Villain's celebration thread, had you mentioned, so I clicked to see what happened to you lol(stalker I am I know). You use to post in our CT for a bit, don't blame you the 360 Lobby kinda sucks now. Anyways, saw you use deviantart, which I do too on another account and thought that was pretty cool. Awesome gallery btw and nice to see you again. Drop by our CT sometime to say Hi, maybe we can play some Halo 3 sometime. :o
~red-iv:iconred-iv: Feb 8, 2008, 8:14:22 PM
Wait wait wait! HOMG! Halo 1 and 2 are your fave games!!!!

NNIIIICCCCE!

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You'll never taste anything sweeter than the complete comprehensive understanding of yourself.
~red-iv:iconred-iv: Feb 8, 2008, 8:06:44 PM
"My other car's a Puma".

Damn it! Where have I heard that!?

Awesome SSJ4 drawing, by the way. There really needs to be more Saiyajin girls.

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You'll never taste anything sweeter than the complete comprehensive understanding of yourself.
~HereticTemplar:iconHereticTemplar: Jan 31, 2008, 8:47:33 PM
Nice gallery !!

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